好人有好报吗?

人人常常说,好人会有好报的!好人,真的有好报吗?

I have been asking myself this question for a long time and sometimes I feel that being the bad guy is better then being a good guy. As the saying goes, the good guy always come last while the good guy wins the rat race. CRUEL but true in life. No matter how hard you try to avoid this truth, it always comes back to haunt you! Life SUCKS but what can we do about it? NOTHING but except to accept and move on. There is nothing much you can do even no matter how angry or how much you hate this. Pray that time will heal this and help you to move and and join the club of pretenders.

Today is the day I bring up some issue to my boss. Final verdict as to did I win? I didn't quite win the battle... but I do emphasize that I need some improvement to make this work. Not really what I expected the outcome to be. If things are easier then ok.. just move along with it. Fighting will defintely not gain me anything ... that is what I have learn ... so just do my best... However, I don't know if what I have raised actually was it a mistake. No matter... like Lady Macbeth states... what is done cannot be undone. I can only see how it goes. If it does not really work out means time to go!

Ok I took this opportunity to ask if I can work off the 30 mins for the company during lunch time (take my lunch time cut short to 30 mins only) and leave together with the 5pm transport. So what is the outcome, well she agree but she commented that "you'd be better taking 30 mins for lunch only and not longer" I am shocked by her comment but nonetheless I replied "I then don't want to take advantage of you" I should have replied "boss for all the things I do for the company, I never once take a calculator out to calculate... but instead I let it rest here. For this comment I am HURT by it. I start to wonder if I should continue to stay here as it seems to me that my dedication to the company is no longer appreciated. & that is why I don't really like it when she rewards me with earthly pleasures coz they are just something that will not last forever and just to keep you happy for brief moment. Sigh... but then I still took it as a gesture. Guess that is LIFE!