Someone asked me this

So someone left at the other office and there was an opening in the CSR. Today I called this man and he asked me this question about him thinking if I would apply for that position. He was disappointed to learn that I didn't apply for it. However, I felt honored by his words as to asking why I didn't applied for that position. He was looking forward for me to join them and he was pretty sure that I would get it if I applied it. It felt at that moment that I have accomplished such great deal. I have win people's heart in some way. Supportive of me. That feel great! That is money can't really buy. Anyway, I said that the position was a bit lower and wasn't what I really want so I didn't applied for it. There will be other chances I said. One thing is that this feeling will never last, would it? A brief moment of fulfilment!

LUCKY ME!

Today was the X'mas event at the company. I was busy and I meant BUSY! After buying tons of stuff for this event with my colleague, I was looking forward to it. Came back with food and then they have already started the party. HOW RUDE! But I was angry at first but then ai yah never mind lah.. I soon got over it. Ai yah... last year already make it fun lor.. laugh it off and move on. I was filled with confusion again with the lucky dip.. hahhaha .. stupid me! Ok.. I was looking forward to getting the prize 2 which is a radio... while numbers after numbers were called.. I started to tremble ...errrreeerrr. will I drop the bowl... then I was the last one to call. & the 1st prize was mine! HHHAHHAA.. Thank You GOD for coming through for me... and who say prayers does not help? I PRAYED ! I think HARD and positive about it... and though.. never got what I want.. but something even better... & everyone was so jealous... hhehhheeehhe.. laughing my heart out

Finally SOLD...

After 2 months, two offered but wasn't at a good price.

Finally one came yesterday and second viewing today and offered and we decided to say SOLD! Though wasn't exactly what we have planned the price we looking for but at least it meets the market price. It was sure a relief! However, this is not the end of it.. 14 days later to see if they got the loan and paid up the balance of deposit. Thank you GOD for blessing me :) and I believe it was that I prayed today that made this come through.. it was all such coincident that everything went into place. The couple reminded me of when I was young getting our new house. They both have same identification alphabets as us. Surprise!

X'mas Shopping at work

Today is X'mas shopping for the company event. Sigh .. what can I say.. I just make jokes about it lor to get through it even though I don't like shopping with the people.

Sickening...this woman wants to be dominion; control everything. The other feels like taking this and that... sigh... sickening shopping with people like that... Last time already..I tell myself.. let the person go take the shit next time. Sickening and selfish person only think about herself. I hate working with people like that but have to put up with it. Irritating ...at least going to end ... tiring day.

Walking back in time

Have this on my list for a long time already and always never have time to get to it.

Finally, today clear leave coz end of the year. Gotta make myself do this. So first on my list to do is visit my kindergarten. Took a bus ride there; glad I met with a good person who noticed that where I was going as I was holding the paper of directions with highlighted indication, told me I that I have hop on to the wrong bus. I get down immediately and went on to the right direction to where I was heading.

Ok .. first thing I noticed when I reached my destination - Serangoon Circus, the junction of Lorong Chuan turning into Serangoon Circus, there still stood the SHELL Station. It was then there and now still standing. Ha ... amazing, I smiled. Next, the food court, still at the same old place but change though... how not to coz of hygiene. THE HONG KONG SHANGHAI BANK .. that was what they used to call it. Today, still stand at that very space my mother once took me to, to do her banking. Chomp-Chomp, still there but don't open in the day time already. All stores are closed.

Well, sometime back I wrote and e-mail to the kindergarten I used to attend about a year book that dates back 1979. Went to my kindergarten and was hoping that I could find the year book of 1979. However, didn't find it coz the person in charge wasn't around. DISAPPOINTED! I did take a brief walk of the place while waiting for the admin to arrive. Wow... it has grown HUGE!

Second in line was to visit my primary school. Wham... still standing there. I thought MOE have removed the building but I was wrong. It is now taken over by Lycée français de Singapour. However, still the same just that color have changed. They both still facing each other like it used to. The roads the same still just that it is blocked and now more houses and a small park next to the school. The gate that used to link to the houses still there. No more canteen tough. The roof we used to play one legged games, was taken off but all else seems so familar. I was filled with contentment.

So that position taken up already by someone I know

So is it irony or what? I told her to apply and she say no lah... but then went to apply. Somehow, today I found out she got the position. Hahhaha.. what irony hor! Should I be jealous? No lah but my heart say yes. Why should I be jealous? Like I suspected this position is reporting to this person. There isn't anything wrong with this person just that I didn't want to lower myself then but why should I now? Sigh ... take lor... no big deal lah... I will get over with it lor. Besides, I am waiting for a bigger fish to come through. Hope this time GOD don't fail me already lah if not I really got no more faith left in me.